YOU ARE NOT A FUCKING “HICK”. JUST BECAUSE YOU LISTEN TO COUNTRY MUSIC AND YOUR BOYFRIEND DRIVES A TRUCK DOES NOT MEAN YOU ARE A FUCKING HICK AND ALL OF A SUDDEN THAT’S YOUR ENTIRE LIFESTYLE LIKE YOU GREW UP ON A FARM OR SOME SHIT. NO. SHUT THE FUCK UP. YOU’RE A STUCK UP MATERIALISTIC LITTLE PRINCESS. GO AWAY.
I did nothing fucking wrong. So why am I the one feeling like shit?
I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate, hate, hate, hate, hate you.
You’re not the only one.
- exercise, exercise, exercise! (especially cardio)
- stay away from the temptation of comfort food and alcohol
- practice deep breathing and meditation
- let yourself cry
- recognize any forms of self harm you may do (cutting, burning, scratching, picking pimples, banging your head, etc.) and have…
You ever get so angry/upset that your heart feels like it’s going to jump out of your chest and start punching things?
AND I REALLY WANT TO DO THIS TO “SOMEONE”
Would LOVE for this to happen…
Then this again…repeatedly…
and I really hope that this is how it ends for you!
As for HIM, I hope she does this to you….
It would serve you right for being an asshole
You’re not here when I needed you most. You’re not here. You’re not here..
I have no desire to do anything.
I don’t want to talk to anyone.
I just want to sleep.